Complicated Mind

Late night talk session with my mother is not accompanied by anything. I just wanna share what I wanna tell. Sometimes it get weird. But it just a part that make me think more to get stronger and mature. I know that I can't handle some works because my mind still think like a child. But when I know it by adults, I believe that some work can be easy with a little touch.

Life is Now, Where Now I

 Am I wrong if I try to think much? I mean, I need to know something deeper than I want. Sometimes it is hard to believe that someone get annoyed by what I say. I don't say that I do a false, but I want to know more about what I wanna belong to. For instance is about a relationship. In my head, this word is essential. I can't say 'yes' too easy for that. It because a few years ago, I have something like a valuable lesson of my life about it. So I wanna know more and better than I've do. Does it make a problem? Ah.. I think, there is someone that will do the same with me.

Me, No I Don't

There's many cases that my mind think and think about it. My mind about to end to think that the problem is in my complicated think. I'm feeling so empty, don't know why. I have no reason for it. My head is just like, aargh I can't describe that. It feels like, there's something wrong but I don't know what is that, I don't know why. I wanna share to the others, but I don't know what to share.

After A Miles Far

I went to something strange, this is not possible story

In the dark, I found the night screaming

Is it weird? Would I run for the first time after walking miles far

Mad? You Just Need to Think Twice!

I wrote the opening of this text long time ago, I don't remember it but, okay. Simple think about this life isn't work to me, because I'm too young to know the world. This is not about what I feel, this is the reality that I must face it. I'm tired to sleep, I'm sad to smile, but I'm smile because I wanna be happy. In fact that I must be strong than this. Deep smile is my goal, I don't know how to make it looks real. I must be face my problem, my own matter.

I'm Being Me

I don't wanna cheat, but my activities today is only at home even though I go to my grandparents house but, I still called it my home. I feel that home is my paradise. I think people will have a same think that home is like paradise. So, today I just open my browser and search some information, maybe? I don't know but, I just read my book. Oh I mean maybe old book because I read it again and again but it still doesn't get enough.

After Long Time No See

It's been a long time since I didn't post here. Feeling so good that I can enjoy my journey beautifully. So now, time to sharing! Ayeay! As a normal human, I have jobs that I can't deny. Everyday is working and studying. Here I am in 2019, 4th June. It's a holiday! Can I cheer me up? Oh of course. But wait. What? Just read this.

Terrible Think is When Your Brain Can't Focus and Your Head is Throbing

You know that one thing can make you feel resentful and grumpy at the same time. So guys, today I have a problem that make me feel like that. I don't know what to do, because it comes from myself. I can't resolve it alone, I need someone who care me to share about my problem. But, I can't believe as such to the other. I need someone who knows me better like my best friend or my parents.

What Do You Feel When Your Food Is Stil Be Left Over

I'm writing this post, this night with a little sleepy. But because I'm aware that I have no post last month, I think today I will make a new post as a resolution to be better. Okay guys, I'm good when I'm writing this post. But I also think about the theme about this post. Will I write it with no theme? Like an abstract word that I use in this post as one of label? Yes! And I do it.

Please, I'm Not in a Maze

I'm matching with my heart, I don't know what is that. Just like a mark of sad. Not at all in my mind. I'm like odd ball. Yes, maybe. I like to string a line, but like there is a stumbling block, I must take on but it's like I keep aloof.

About Life and That's All

I was confused where to what I must write. Ahh, may be I just have a many thinks. Oops, I'm sorry. That's too sad. Okay. I will start this with "Have a Great Day!" Then I will give you a smile. I know this is the classic way to make you understand about what I will explain to you. Since yesterday, I'm confused to make a new blog from blogger.com because invalid. I tried it and I try, but invalid. Uh, but that's no problem because I think I can make other blog form other platform, is it right?